Journal's Journey

I have many things in mind..

Many things i want to tell someone..

but i can't...

Many things i want to share with someone..

but i can't...

Many things i want to be..

but i have no confident to become what i want...

So Complicated..

But i kinda enjoy it....

Live with so many things in my mind...

it means i'm alive.... :)

One of my wishlist is to become a person who can share my life's journey to others..

it's difficult, i know..

because not only a good skill to write, but also an interesting journey i must have...

I'm wondering..

is my life worth it to share ?

at first, i would say..

"Of course not, my life is sooo flat.."

But if you ask me now, i'll say...

"Of course yes, my life will never flat because i have so many dreams, many expectations, and a bunch of spirit to share my life's journey to you ... "

I finally realized..

i'm too INSIDE the box..

i'm afraid to be different..

i'm afraid to be weird..

i'm afraid to break the rules..

i'm afraid what others would say about me..

Yes, you might say i'm a boring person..

Yes i am.. Yesterday.

But i have my own wishlist...

to become more ME..

not others.

" i want to do what i want to do..

i want to be what i want to be..

not what others want me to do..

not what others want me to be.."

This is my life...

No one can ruin it..

No one can make a rule in it..

No one can judge me..

I judge myself..

I appreciate other's opinion..

But i appreciate mine More. :)

Sounds a little bit arrogant..

It's okay..

Still..

Maybe it's the truly me..

and i love myself a lot...

Thats okay if people say i'm weird, geek, selfish, stubborn, childish, etc.

As long as i become myself, it's okay.. :)

But hey.

How long you will judge people from they weakness?

i know myself better than anyone else..

That's enough....

At last.

Love yourself more..

you are WORTH IT. :)

Ah yes, i found this picture today from photobucket.

Love it so much !

Bunch of Love,

Felisia.