Sunday, March 28, 2010

SomethingNew


I hate my mood lately.
too moody to be true.

At first, i really don't know what is wrong with me...
But now, i think i know what happen to me lately.

Dilemma.

I don't mean to share my bad side of me, people..
really.
I just don't know how to share it with someone.
I think post it here will be okay...

This time, i really have to move on.
i don't have any reason to stay with this uncertain feelings.
i hate it !

i really have to focus on my passion.

The Problem is..
i don't really sure what my passion is..

I'm TOTALLY in PROBLEMS.
Problem to decided what is my Passion..
Problem to control my Feelings..
Problem to control my Emotion..
Problem with so many things!!

I want my freedom..
Not like my life lately..

Do something i don't really like..
Do something that others want me to do..

Yes, Pathetic.
At my 1st post on this blog..
i said that i want to do what i want to do..
and be what i want to be..
But now what?
I'm still INSIDE THE BOX !

Talk Less Do More.
I need that right now.
Stop Dreaming !
Do it !

But hey !
wake up !

This is life...
You must fight for yourself...
You must stand on your own feet !

I realize that.

And i have decided one thing..
one important thing..
At least for me.

i want to quit..
Quit from doing something i don't want to..

It's hard..
VERY VERY HARD !

But I just want to be free..
Free for myself..
Do what i really really want to do..

yes, i have decided..
when the time comes.
I will quit.

Right.. I think that will be my first move...

I hope everything will be allright.
:)

Picture of the Day.
"Freedom, Hopes, Spirit, Brand New Day"


Bunch of Love,
Felisia



No comments:

Post a Comment

Related Posts with Thumbnails