when you love someone..

found this post on Stella's blog

talking about love,

i think the sweetest moments is when you're in high school.

all the things that happened at that time, won't happen afterwards.

it's like.. one day a cute boy take your eyes with him as long as he walks by

you begin walk by his class to see him secretly

when he looks at you back, you become red and walk as fast as you can.

you begin to wish secretly, hope he's going to text you

you're as happy as laugh like hell when the first text

from him popped up in your mobile

valentine's day, a week before you start to think

how's you gonna make the chocolate

and you wish the time just stop at that night, because it's too perfect to be true

the first time he ask you to have breakfast or lunch together at school,

you ll spend your 15 mins before break time in front of tiny little mirror

you begin to imagine and draw in your notebook at class,

a little draw that express you and him in your wedding day

when his driver hasn't arrive school yet to pick him home,

you go to the toilet and call your driver, ask him to be slower cause

you have something to do at school

the first time going to watch movies together,

you ask your driver to drop you off,

and you meet him at the cinema, then he drives you home,

you'll ask him to stop at the neighbour's house, so dad/mom won't see a guy

when he gives you a rose, you come home with the rose inside your shirt,

afraid of mom's asking who it is from and more interrogation

then you begin to love weekdays, because you can meet him at school

you keep the text that he writes "i love you" the first time

the first time he kiss your cheek in a public place while there's no one there,

you're home but you don't wanna wash your face

you ll be so happy when he buys you your fav noodle soup,

and he knows exactly how you want it be. without the onions and vegetables

you always wait for the first year anniversary day

and when graduating day comes, the place you hate the most is the airport

the day you hate the most in your life, is that day

and you cry endlessly cause of distance and time..

and this is from : Cathy's Blog

you begin to know which canteen he goes to during break time

or which way he takes when he's going back to his class

you start to write his name on your notebook

then erase it as soon as possible, afraid your friends will find out

and when you accidentally meet him outside the school,

you'll smile for the whole day and think that "what happened just now was fate! (:"

when he texts you, you are too happy that you think a billion times before you reply his message, observe every of your words

and right after you reply his message, you keep waiting for his reply

when he calls you for the first time, you'll remember not what you two have been talking about, but how long you've talked!

when he smiles at you, talks to you, or even just look at you,

your face will turn red, and you're under attack by crab syndrome

when he comes to your class and asks you to have breakfast with him,

no matter how much homework you have to do, still you'll say YES to him

you feel happy when you have your lunch with him and his friends

or when he buys you lunch and delivers it to your class

and when your friends and his friends keep teasing you two,

you feel shy, but happy at the same time

you feel happy when he accompanies you to school's gate

you pretend to act cool when he's trying to have your attention,

although deep inside your heart you're dancing happily

you start to listen to his favourite song, and wonder why he loves those songs

try to memorize the lyrics, so that you can sing along with him if he plays those songs

you feel happy when he wants to take your pictures, or takes pictures with you

you feel that he is the one you want, and you wish to be his last one

and somehow you're amazed by how you feel upon him, from stranger into someone special in your heart

but by the time he is about to graduate,

you're afraid, and you hate to do the countdown.

you wish that each day you pass is longer than ever

you wish that July won't come too soon

you wish that February and March will stay longer than ever

you wish that you can always see him on April, May, and June

you keep on wishing that you two can spend more time together

before he finally leaves.....

and at the airport, you will tell him

"keep in touch, text me as soon as you arrive there..."

then he will give you a big and warm hug, you start to cry, and you whisper

"will miss you badly..."

but then when he tells you

"i will miss you too. don't worry, have faith in me, and wait for me, will you?"

you smile, undefined smile... both happy and sad at the same time...